What A Busy

晕了，从泰国回来将近1个月了，
只写了一篇blog =.= 我想我不是很理想的bloggie=)
回来这个月里，天天都很忙
没有一天是不踏出家门半步的，
本想把时间调整，怎知又搞得没有早晨睡不着 囧

尽量在很快的时间把该弄得东西弄完，
剩下的只剩下银行和笔电，
希望2月25日去了台湾，可以过个很好的崭新人生。

回来马来后，和朋友上了jb一日游，买些过年衣服，但其实也还好，没买很多，
一个月里常往夜店跑，不过近期就比较少。
很快的 31号要到了，他要回来了哦。
28号我就要上去KL了 哈哈
新年剩下10天哦

好久没写Blog都不知写什么。
就这样吧。=]

FUN

Merry Christmas to all of u~~I know it is too lateeeeeeeeee= =
The 1st day to Pattaya....
We depart on 8:30am from Poipet to Pattaya,
Omg I didn't slept well last nite Just slept only 2 hours=.=
And cant sleep in the car also....
About 12:30pm ...finally we arrived destination...
Firstly, We went to Hotel for drop off our luggage...
The Hotel we stay named Lavanna~A new Hotel,cheap and clean...looks nice...
After drop off luggage, we having lunch in a chinnese restaurant..
After lunch,we go to play shoot gun,ride elephant,view fou shan,watch elephant show,walking in walking street,watch ladyman's show in the ferry,then eat dinner,after that back to hotel....but some of them go to clubbing too...
My dear and I is really tired much...So we didnt join them....

2nd day
Waka up on 8morning
yeapppeee~today going to Island Shamei...
Firstly we playing the 滑伞,then they play diving,but i cant play~~TT
after,we go to island,eat Seafood meals...
then we played motorbike,banana boat,and play sand(just only me)
take photo and alot fun there..
So happy ya~~~~~
aroung 3something we back to hotel,They continue sleeping,
My dear and I and somefriends go to BIG C shopping mall for shop....
They 7pm back to join them,take dinner after that we go to watch Tifanny's show...
Seems like Opera= =...I fallen slept inside.....very culture....
after that they request to watch porny show~~OMG
all is interesting on that include me=X
All is porn...U can see all their nude body,in the one show...the show man invite me and my fren go up the step watch they make love-ING= =so shy...
ask us to play the ladyman's breast...>.< pull our hand put in the XXX place....omg= =
but really is an experience that cant always had...haha

Day3
no more fun,need wake up early...
back to malaysia today...
my dear accompany waiting the cab which we order to bangkok's international airport...Go with 1 more china's friend...
used 1 hour arrived there....
after check in and drop off luggage, we take lunch in restaurant, then he need to board flight liao....
I walk around in the duty shop...bought something...quickly buy and quickly board...
arrive Malaysia around 3pm...
waiting my cutie friends come to fetch me...they traffic jam in seremban highway...
We direct go to malacca for jonker street.....
Wowwwww....no bought too much things...just spend in EATEATEAT..haha
Reach home around 2am...just know my daddy go china d..= =
I no car to use~~OMG 

Say BYE

yeapeee...I gotta say bye to POIPET...

Just one last nite here...

I was found here when july...

a abnormal life I had never expericend before...

The motive I came here all is becoz HIM

Actually I distaste here, distaste the land,people,even the named POIPET

Poipet is a place between Kingdom of cambodia and Thailand...

No goverment domination here, full of gambling...

Normally,people who visit here is only the purpose of gamble...

U can always see alot of begger...quite pity...And u can see alot of prostitude here also...

The environment is really bad,full of soil dust...

When the hot day It'll going to burst ppl,When the cold days it'll really cold till cant tahan~

But I never regret That day when i decided came here...

At least I learned alot here...Seriously alot that I cant even imagine...

At here I explore,I discovery,I laugh,I smile,I cry,I sad,I moody...

Alot of expression= =

I met someone new at here...I learn another language at here...

I tried another culture...That is all different with Msia...

Full of freshness here...

But, however how it freshness, Im distaste here alot...

Abnoraml life, slept in day time, work in night...

totally changed 360degree....

Firstly,talk about people i met at here...

I met malaysian,chinese,thai,and cambodian here...

my colleague all is come from malaysia and china...They all are guys...

I cant imagine that I can stay here with all the guys for half yrs...

Actually, I dislike chinese before, Now still same...I Dun like alot...

They all hv own minded, wont listening to other...Inclueded the boss

What they thinks is the true they will very stuborn even that is wrong...

I had argued with them, also quarrel....but i dun mind at all...I dun think this will trouble me...

recognize abit thai and cambodian gals...They are clubs gals....

They all is none of my bussiness....not the characters in my life at all....

sure,sometimes I felt lonely here....And also homesick....then i will moody,emo...

I miss my family,I miss my friends, I miss alot in msia...

Thats why I know how hardness without them...

I need to tidy up room myself, wash my own shirts,do all the works...That is no maid helping...

When we moody either emo, we'll become hot temper, 

So,we both easily to argue....But we will calm down ASAP...

Then holding each others hands...hug tightly....say NO CRY...

We always dote each others...

Finally the last I been here...

No feel sad and happy....

just normal...

Pattay next day, hope will be an awesome Christmas trip with my boy...

Merry X'mas to UUUUUU=)

(ps: Lazy to write too much.....hehe)

错措错

我认了 投降
我EQ零蛋 IQ零蛋
顿时我想念我爸爸的责骂
只有当下我感觉到我是被保护的
顿时我想念我妈妈的唠叨
只有当下我感受到被关心的窝心

我哭了
我真的哭了
不为什么
只为了自己那么不重用

我不喜欢被打击
我不喜欢开玩笑
我们路不通
所以
我更没必要要作践我自己去迎合你~

记住着 今天什么事情让我哭了
改天以后
我不会再因为这件事情哭了

我会记住那些让我哭的[人事物]

Updated

Hmmmmmmm.....

Finally I changed my blog layout=]

the older one was look vy sienzzzz....

Yeaaa...that is POKER DOT's layout...I like it^^

Sure,I also changed somethings inside my blog...

I think that is the timing I need to RENEW it...

change change change....

I admit that Im a super duper lazy blogger...zzzzzz

hehe...no choices...becoz i lazy to typing...

And dun like to move actually=)

Between I not feel satisfy...

I know I can decor it more well...

But that is a ‘huge’ project for me TT

That will be too tired larhhhh>.<

Nevermind....

I can step by step....

so....

so....

so....

Just let decor slowly...smoothly...

hehe=)

Thats all need time...so will be continue when im free bar...

yaya...that is pretense of my lazy haha~~

My target------

I wanna make my blog looks cheerful and charming...

Also cutie,girly,creative，decorative and cool =]

Make those ppl who viewing my blog will feel full of Happy^^

Will I achieve it??

Dunno...who know? =)

But I hope my wishes will come true...

Lastly,Post a new selfshot photo here for the end...

__hehe__

EMO

Damn moody recently...
Im emo!!!
ARGHHH!!!
Whats going wrong???
I was confused everythings in this world...

Who can comfort me??Dote me??
yiak!!
No people rite???

I was remind me and promised me Everyday Everysecond...
Dont let myself regret...and even I was done wrong I shouldnt felt regret...
Also dont look backward must look future...Dont review the memory just let it past...
But Im failure...
I even cant do it well...
I always cheat to myself...Become a liar...

Why I become this??!!

Where my charming gone???
Where my confidence gone???
Who was steal it???

My life full of that suck memory...
I doesn't done well everythings...
etc:Education, Relation, Family, Friendship....
yish...
My temper always just between 3Mins....
I would change it...compulsory...
But What is the 1st step i should do???



CONFUSE!!!

My❤ Birthday

30-11-1991 A baby was born in this awesome world...
yaya~that baby is me^^
Certainly I have to thanks My beloved mummy and daddy...
Was them bring me here...
That is my pleasure to became their children...
Althought they was divorced...but they always try their best to give us a glorious life...just hope we can have a happy's life...
even how hardness during the way they will also try it...
even how i hurt them and make them disappointed but they will never give up me...
I know Im one of happiness person in this world...YES,Im...
I promise myself...I will do well in my future...I know that is the only way to honor them...
Daddy,Mummy I love U!!❤

This year I had a never experienced Birthday...
This is my 1st birthday was celebrated with you since we had been together...
Thank you❤
Thought Ur not a romanticism，but that was enough with how u dote me and the everythings u was done for me...
Dear,I love U!!❤

ARRRRRRRGH!!!
I was sick on birthday...I was flu=.=
The day U bought the cake extempore@@ U didn't destined cake for me before！！
OMG!!But I forgive u~
U bought a Ice-Cream Cake for me...That is Chocolate Flavour~
And also bought a Ferrero Rocher for me as my Birthday gift❤
We celebrated in room~ after that we had enjoy massage in room...
Lastly, We went to pub join friends for happy hours...

Before back to hotel, I went the 24hrs mini market for bought the 12+ perfume which had endorsement by SJ❤ That is my Birthday gift which given by myself~ totally got 6sticks^^And also the hair bands...
Somemore, thank to ah wei, thank ur disney cookies^^I like it much...

That is all about my 2010 birthday...
Thanks My fb's friends...thanks all the wishes and blesses that u all posted in my wall...